Hi guys, i'm sure you probably already figured out, but if you havent shined your eye lately, dj mightymike has since moved to his own personal space - djmightymike.net. This blog will be retired permanently. After over 3 months of construction of the site, it's finally ready for viewing. This new space makes it very easy for me to showcase my work to the public. you should stop by and say hello sometime. it's been fun on blogspot, but i gotta move out of moma's crib lol..See you around :)
Thursday, October 23, 2008
We've Moved
Hi guys, i'm sure you probably already figured out, but if you havent shined your eye lately, dj mightymike has since moved to his own personal space - djmightymike.net. This blog will be retired permanently. After over 3 months of construction of the site, it's finally ready for viewing. This new space makes it very easy for me to showcase my work to the public. you should stop by and say hello sometime. it's been fun on blogspot, but i gotta move out of moma's crib lol..See you around :)
Thursday, August 14, 2008
New Videos
DJ Jimmy Jatt - Too Much (Rmx) ft. Blaise,Sasha,Kemistry,Bouqui.
The legendary DJ Jimmy Jatt teams up with 4 of the baddest female MCs to ever come out of Nigeria. This is an instant hiphop classic. check it out and tell me which among the mcs killed it.
Timaya - Dem Mama.
Timaya is currently one of the hottest artists in nigeria. In this video, he talks about the ongoing unrest in the niger delta region.
Durella - Wiskolo Wiska.
Durella - the man responsible for the phrase "Too Gbaski!", finally makes a video for one of his early hits - "wiskolo Wiska". check it.
Ruff Rugged & Raw - Kasala Go Burst.
The group - Ruff, Rugged and Raw are one of the pioneers of the Naija HipHop Genre.
"Kasala Go Burst" is a remake of their popular hit song in NIgeria 10 years ago.
eLDee - Bosi Gbanga video Preview.
Here's a Preview to the first hit single and video off eLDee's new album "Evolution".
Come show love on August 21, 2008 as eLDee celebrates the new album, new video and his relocation to Nigeria. All the best to the champion.
Owen G - Leave Levels ft. Gino.
That's all folks. There's a lot of excitement in the industry. Our artists have stepped up their game, pls show your love and support if you appreciate the industry and all the hardwork that these guys put in.
My website (http://djmightymike.net) is now up and running. There's still some work to be done, but i've uploaded close to 70% of my mixes for you to listen to and download at your convenience. Additionally, i now have a live mix show that airs on www.truspotradio.com every sat/sun 6-8pm cst, spinning the best of both old and fresh naija music. I'm currently looking for a more fitting name for the show, so all suggestions are welcome. Please make sure to tune in and invite ur family and friends to also tune in. Thank you for all the support.
The legendary DJ Jimmy Jatt teams up with 4 of the baddest female MCs to ever come out of Nigeria. This is an instant hiphop classic. check it out and tell me which among the mcs killed it.
Timaya - Dem Mama.
Timaya is currently one of the hottest artists in nigeria. In this video, he talks about the ongoing unrest in the niger delta region.
Durella - Wiskolo Wiska.
Durella - the man responsible for the phrase "Too Gbaski!", finally makes a video for one of his early hits - "wiskolo Wiska". check it.
Ruff Rugged & Raw - Kasala Go Burst.
The group - Ruff, Rugged and Raw are one of the pioneers of the Naija HipHop Genre.
"Kasala Go Burst" is a remake of their popular hit song in NIgeria 10 years ago.
eLDee - Bosi Gbanga video Preview.
Here's a Preview to the first hit single and video off eLDee's new album "Evolution".
Come show love on August 21, 2008 as eLDee celebrates the new album, new video and his relocation to Nigeria. All the best to the champion.
Owen G - Leave Levels ft. Gino.
That's all folks. There's a lot of excitement in the industry. Our artists have stepped up their game, pls show your love and support if you appreciate the industry and all the hardwork that these guys put in.
My website (http://djmightymike.net) is now up and running. There's still some work to be done, but i've uploaded close to 70% of my mixes for you to listen to and download at your convenience. Additionally, i now have a live mix show that airs on www.truspotradio.com every sat/sun 6-8pm cst, spinning the best of both old and fresh naija music. I'm currently looking for a more fitting name for the show, so all suggestions are welcome. Please make sure to tune in and invite ur family and friends to also tune in. Thank you for all the support.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
NAIJA BLOCK PARTY - FEATURING 20 HOT NEW TRACKS YOU WISHED YOU HAD ON YOUR IPOD
Naija Block Party is a compilation that features 20 tracks of the moment. Some of them have already found their way into radio and clubs both in nigeria and the UK - take BIGIANO's "SHAYO" for example, a feel good and rhythmic tune quickly becoming a favorite among party goers. some however, are sleepers waiting to explode. Naija Block Party adds a touch of Reggae, Fuji, Dance, Hiphop and R&B. Enjoy!
01.J MARTINS - GOOD OR BAD FT. TIMAYA
02.BIGIANO - SHAYO
03.KELLY HANSOME - LIKE PLAY
04.OBVIOUS - WOUND SOMEBODY
05.IKECHUKWU - IT'S YOUR LIFE
06.K 19 - I LIKE THIS GIRL
07.DJ ZEEZ - BOBBEE FC
08.THE SUSPECT - JAWON SI FT. LTK & DR FRABS
09.MP (MASTER PLAN) - PASAPASA
10.AFRICAN ROCKSTAR - LEAVE US ALONE
11.JIFF AJUFO - NIGERIAN QUEEN (CLUB MIX)
12.WIERD MC - STEP UP
13.RAGGA REMI - BUM DEM
14.TUFACE - WE DON COME AGAIN
15.SPICE VISION - I NO FIT SHOUT
16.GRACE OBIKA - SUGAR DADDY
17.TUNDE - ARE YOU READY
18.Nigga RAW - ARA GA AGBA NDI ARA
19.PHEROWSHUZ - LAGOS TO ABUJA FT 9ICE & RUGGEDMAN
20.SEAN TERO - IRO NLA
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DJ MIGHTYMIKE ON TRUSPOT - NEW MIX SHOW DEBUTS 08:10:08.
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01.J MARTINS - GOOD OR BAD FT. TIMAYA
02.BIGIANO - SHAYO
03.KELLY HANSOME - LIKE PLAY
04.OBVIOUS - WOUND SOMEBODY
05.IKECHUKWU - IT'S YOUR LIFE
06.K 19 - I LIKE THIS GIRL
07.DJ ZEEZ - BOBBEE FC
08.THE SUSPECT - JAWON SI FT. LTK & DR FRABS
09.MP (MASTER PLAN) - PASAPASA
10.AFRICAN ROCKSTAR - LEAVE US ALONE
11.JIFF AJUFO - NIGERIAN QUEEN (CLUB MIX)
12.WIERD MC - STEP UP
13.RAGGA REMI - BUM DEM
14.TUFACE - WE DON COME AGAIN
15.SPICE VISION - I NO FIT SHOUT
16.GRACE OBIKA - SUGAR DADDY
17.TUNDE - ARE YOU READY
18.Nigga RAW - ARA GA AGBA NDI ARA
19.PHEROWSHUZ - LAGOS TO ABUJA FT 9ICE & RUGGEDMAN
20.SEAN TERO - IRO NLA
DOWNLOAD/STREAM LIVE: http://djmightymike.net/media.php
JOIN DJ MIGHTYMIKE'S FACEBOOK GROUP. Download free mixes produced by Naija DJs and ATL's DJ MightyMike. Keep up with Album releases, Artists, and MightyMike's Giggs.
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Underground Legends Mixtape Series promo Video:
DJ MIGHTYMIKE ON TRUSPOT - NEW MIX SHOW DEBUTS 08:10:08.
www.myspace.com/dj_mightymike
www.myspace.com/naijadjs
http://djmightymike.imeem.com
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Thursday, June 26, 2008
The Outlook
At work - in a reflective state of mind, listening to Gino's Pain plus work album, coding away. The music - as distractive as it may seem, actually helps me think of solutions to my programming tasks better than when working in dead silence.
Speaking of Gino's Album - Pain plus work, it's been on repeat now for the last few hours. i cant get enough of it. Tracks like 'Farabale', 'No be God?', 'Lagos', 'Isale Gan Gan', and 'Pain plus work', make this album an instant classic.
Although his lyrical word play not exactly on the level of Mode Nine's, Gino is a better story teller. I hope i get the chance to meet all these cats when i return to Lagos this Xmas Holiday.
So the Nigerian Entertainment Awards came and went. Pheeew! i can finally breathe easy. With all the pressure leading up to the ceremony as a nominee, it's easy to understand why i'm glad it's a wrap.
DJ Humility is the 2008 NEA DJ of the Year. One might might ask if i'm at all disappointed. it would have been nice to win lol..but there's not much of a heartbreak. Humility is very deserving of the award. Arguably the biggest DJ in Nigeria, he has put in a lot of work into his game. Hopefully, we'll get another crack at it , although this time i'd rather go in as an underdog rather than a favorite lol..That was just too much pressure to handle.
My friends think i've finally outgrown Atlanta, and i ought to seriously begin exploring out of town opportunities. I've got some networking to do.
Watch out for the official DJ MightyMike website. As soon as work is complete, i'll let you know.
A lot of folks have asked me how serious i take my DeeJaying career..I've got my degree in computer engineering, I've managed to work 3 yrs as a software engineer while staying on top of my side gig. Life is too short, i might as well enjoy my stay doing what i love to do - I'll do it to the fullest, to the best i possibly can - with no regrets, and as long as the bills getting paid, it makes perfect sense.
I remember my early teen years - around 14 or so - still back in lagos, when i would sit by the radio in the living room - up late at nights to record radio DJ mix shows on cassette players so i could break down the art form. I must have spent close to 90% of all that loose change i used to tap from my mum's piggy bank on empty cassettes. I listened to a whole lot of Tony touch, and DJ premier back then. Biggie was my favorite MC back then - still is.
Expect more of MightyMike, I'm gonna be here for a while.
Speaking of Gino's Album - Pain plus work, it's been on repeat now for the last few hours. i cant get enough of it. Tracks like 'Farabale', 'No be God?', 'Lagos', 'Isale Gan Gan', and 'Pain plus work', make this album an instant classic.
Although his lyrical word play not exactly on the level of Mode Nine's, Gino is a better story teller. I hope i get the chance to meet all these cats when i return to Lagos this Xmas Holiday.
So the Nigerian Entertainment Awards came and went. Pheeew! i can finally breathe easy. With all the pressure leading up to the ceremony as a nominee, it's easy to understand why i'm glad it's a wrap.
DJ Humility is the 2008 NEA DJ of the Year. One might might ask if i'm at all disappointed. it would have been nice to win lol..but there's not much of a heartbreak. Humility is very deserving of the award. Arguably the biggest DJ in Nigeria, he has put in a lot of work into his game. Hopefully, we'll get another crack at it , although this time i'd rather go in as an underdog rather than a favorite lol..That was just too much pressure to handle.
My friends think i've finally outgrown Atlanta, and i ought to seriously begin exploring out of town opportunities. I've got some networking to do.
Watch out for the official DJ MightyMike website. As soon as work is complete, i'll let you know.
A lot of folks have asked me how serious i take my DeeJaying career..I've got my degree in computer engineering, I've managed to work 3 yrs as a software engineer while staying on top of my side gig. Life is too short, i might as well enjoy my stay doing what i love to do - I'll do it to the fullest, to the best i possibly can - with no regrets, and as long as the bills getting paid, it makes perfect sense.
I remember my early teen years - around 14 or so - still back in lagos, when i would sit by the radio in the living room - up late at nights to record radio DJ mix shows on cassette players so i could break down the art form. I must have spent close to 90% of all that loose change i used to tap from my mum's piggy bank on empty cassettes. I listened to a whole lot of Tony touch, and DJ premier back then. Biggie was my favorite MC back then - still is.
Expect more of MightyMike, I'm gonna be here for a while.
Monday, June 9, 2008
Naija DJs Weekend, Updates
So i've been idle for over 2 months - not because i got tired of blogging nor that i had nothing worth writing. I've been really tight on time, especially over the last 3months. it's good to be back though. I heard Mr fineboy retired his blog. Mehn! that's like a huge blow to blogville. That was one of my favorite blogs.
Mr. Fineboy was a brilliant story teller. His posts always left you begging for more. No more Roroski, Houseboy and Driver stories :( ..Thumbs up to one of Blogville's finest for real. Good luck with that book bro.
I guess i'm in search of a new favorite blog. There's a handful of interesting and informative journals out there, so it shouldnt be too hard.
A lot of action went down over the last few months, but i'll spare you the long thing. Naija DJs conference finally came and went. Overall, it was a successful event. The Performing artists - eLDee, 2 One Ent (Wally Wa, Alexyz, Capo), African Kings(D-Mite,Sean-C,J.F), Tolumide, Village Hut, Seven, Uyi, B Clay, Chi Chi, Zara all did their thing. There was hardly a dull moment. One very encouraging observation was that everyone seemed to buy into the concept of the event - Even Non Nigerians that walked up to me, telling me how pleased they were to see such an event. Photos Coming soon!!
Naija DJs was formed in 2006 with a sole purpose of spreading the awareness of Nigerian Music and culture across the globe. The feedbacks were encouraging.
it's only our 2nd annual event, but Who knows? perhaps this could turn into something really big - A major music festival, highly anticipated even back in motherland.
May was a very good month. I did a whole lot of events and took very frequent trips to bank of america lol..but really Baba God really took care of me over the last couple of months. My last Naija HipHop mixtape - Heavy Something did well too. It resonated as far away in hungary, cyprus, toronto and the UK. Too bad we don't ship out of the U.S - Yahoo boys have kept us on high alert. perhaps next time around..
I'm going to be in New York in 2wks for the NEA awards. I was nominated for Best World DJ and that's all i can say for now. The category also includes four of Nigeria's top DJs home and away - DJ Humility of Cool FM (Lagos), DJ Neptune of Ray Power (Lagos), DJ Sose aka the guy with the face tatoo (UK),and DJ 3K (Chicago).
I've never been nominated for anything in my entire life lol..so i'm thrilled merely for being mentioned amongst the best, plus i miss NYC. ATL put me on the Map on a major scale, but NYC was where it all started. Big ups to 745 ent.
well, that's it for now. I have some catching up to do. if you're bored at work or school library, here's a fresh mix to help you loosen up a bit :)
Until next post, God Bless!
download link: http://www.sendspace.com/file/ieqxrn
01.eLDee - Gbo Si Gbangba
02.Wasiu ft. Rugged Man - Eko Lawa'n Gbe
03.Eedris AbdulKareem - Aure
04.Styl Plus - No Trouble
05.Styl Plus - Four Years
06.Olu Maintain - Jedi Jedi
07.Morachi - No Dull Me
08.X Project - Lori Le
09.Drenco - I go Still make am
10.EDA ft. Oladele, Iceberg Slim - Sisi Eko
11.Iceberg Slim ft. Zara - Action (Touch My Body)
12.Law Breakers - The Best
13.Eedris AbdulKareem ft. Rugged Man- Koleyewon
14.Spyderman - Want some more
15.Komo - Carol
16.Sleep on the Psycho - Lagbo
17.Sheyman ft. Six O - Beremole
18.Kofi ft. 9ice, Big Lo - Aroma (rmx)
19.Mr. Solek ft. LTK - Moogoo
20.Eedris Abdulkareem - Millinium Development goals
21.Eedris Abdulkareem - Last Man Standing
22.B Clay ft. Chi Chi - African baby
23.Zaina - Moving on
Mr. Fineboy was a brilliant story teller. His posts always left you begging for more. No more Roroski, Houseboy and Driver stories :( ..Thumbs up to one of Blogville's finest for real. Good luck with that book bro.
I guess i'm in search of a new favorite blog. There's a handful of interesting and informative journals out there, so it shouldnt be too hard.
A lot of action went down over the last few months, but i'll spare you the long thing. Naija DJs conference finally came and went. Overall, it was a successful event. The Performing artists - eLDee, 2 One Ent (Wally Wa, Alexyz, Capo), African Kings(D-Mite,Sean-C,J.F), Tolumide, Village Hut, Seven, Uyi, B Clay, Chi Chi, Zara all did their thing. There was hardly a dull moment. One very encouraging observation was that everyone seemed to buy into the concept of the event - Even Non Nigerians that walked up to me, telling me how pleased they were to see such an event. Photos Coming soon!!
Naija DJs was formed in 2006 with a sole purpose of spreading the awareness of Nigerian Music and culture across the globe. The feedbacks were encouraging.
it's only our 2nd annual event, but Who knows? perhaps this could turn into something really big - A major music festival, highly anticipated even back in motherland.
May was a very good month. I did a whole lot of events and took very frequent trips to bank of america lol..but really Baba God really took care of me over the last couple of months. My last Naija HipHop mixtape - Heavy Something did well too. It resonated as far away in hungary, cyprus, toronto and the UK. Too bad we don't ship out of the U.S - Yahoo boys have kept us on high alert. perhaps next time around..
I'm going to be in New York in 2wks for the NEA awards. I was nominated for Best World DJ and that's all i can say for now. The category also includes four of Nigeria's top DJs home and away - DJ Humility of Cool FM (Lagos), DJ Neptune of Ray Power (Lagos), DJ Sose aka the guy with the face tatoo (UK),and DJ 3K (Chicago).
I've never been nominated for anything in my entire life lol..so i'm thrilled merely for being mentioned amongst the best, plus i miss NYC. ATL put me on the Map on a major scale, but NYC was where it all started. Big ups to 745 ent.
well, that's it for now. I have some catching up to do. if you're bored at work or school library, here's a fresh mix to help you loosen up a bit :)
Until next post, God Bless!
download link: http://www.sendspace.com/file/ieqxrn
01.eLDee - Gbo Si Gbangba
02.Wasiu ft. Rugged Man - Eko Lawa'n Gbe
03.Eedris AbdulKareem - Aure
04.Styl Plus - No Trouble
05.Styl Plus - Four Years
06.Olu Maintain - Jedi Jedi
07.Morachi - No Dull Me
08.X Project - Lori Le
09.Drenco - I go Still make am
10.EDA ft. Oladele, Iceberg Slim - Sisi Eko
11.Iceberg Slim ft. Zara - Action (Touch My Body)
12.Law Breakers - The Best
13.Eedris AbdulKareem ft. Rugged Man- Koleyewon
14.Spyderman - Want some more
15.Komo - Carol
16.Sleep on the Psycho - Lagbo
17.Sheyman ft. Six O - Beremole
18.Kofi ft. 9ice, Big Lo - Aroma (rmx)
19.Mr. Solek ft. LTK - Moogoo
20.Eedris Abdulkareem - Millinium Development goals
21.Eedris Abdulkareem - Last Man Standing
22.B Clay ft. Chi Chi - African baby
23.Zaina - Moving on
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Soon to Come
My friends, i never die o! I've just been busy with sturves and just wrapped up my latest Naija HipHop Mixtape. Hope everybody is doing fine. Anyways, without any long thing, herein is a link to download my Naija HipHop Mixtape. I think after you get tired of listening to this mixtape and two years down the road, you pull it out from where ever it's been, wipe the dust and pop it into the boom box, you'll still be feeling it like the very first time you heard it. I think "Timeless" is a more fitting word.
if you feeling generous and would like to cop the official mix cd with full cover and tracklisting, please feel free to do so by visiting my myspace page @ myspace.com/dj_mightymike. It will be greatly appreciated!.
I no deh ship pass yankee o!
I'm sorry but if you live outside yankee and you put money inside my paypal, you are on a long thing o! lol..unless you don't mind waiting till i bring you the cd when i come naija this xmas, then that's ok.
Also if you're on facebook, check out my group (http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=2513281828) to get free access to my mixes, and if you're on imeem, check me @ djmightymike.imeem.com. You will find all sorts of mixes there, and trust me, i mix am well well for you like iya basira's ogbono soup - just the way you like it.
Anyways, no long thing. I have enuff jists including how i got chased by a psycho geese near my office, but i will leave that for another time. I'm extremely short on time these days. Maybe i will move to Mars where there are more than 24hrs in a day.
Anyways, here is the link. download and enjoy!! if the link expires, let me know so i can upload for you.
Heavy Something vol.1 (Naija HipHop):http://www.sendspace.com/file/fr1e9s

Cover Art:http://img179.imageshack.us/img179/9638/mightyheavyhiphopfulldpaj3.jpg
if you feeling generous and would like to cop the official mix cd with full cover and tracklisting, please feel free to do so by visiting my myspace page @ myspace.com/dj_mightymike. It will be greatly appreciated!.
I no deh ship pass yankee o!
I'm sorry but if you live outside yankee and you put money inside my paypal, you are on a long thing o! lol..unless you don't mind waiting till i bring you the cd when i come naija this xmas, then that's ok.
Also if you're on facebook, check out my group (http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=2513281828) to get free access to my mixes, and if you're on imeem, check me @ djmightymike.imeem.com. You will find all sorts of mixes there, and trust me, i mix am well well for you like iya basira's ogbono soup - just the way you like it.
Anyways, no long thing. I have enuff jists including how i got chased by a psycho geese near my office, but i will leave that for another time. I'm extremely short on time these days. Maybe i will move to Mars where there are more than 24hrs in a day.
Anyways, here is the link. download and enjoy!! if the link expires, let me know so i can upload for you.
Heavy Something vol.1 (Naija HipHop):http://www.sendspace.com/file/fr1e9s
Cover Art:http://img179.imageshack.us/img179/9638/mightyheavyhiphopfulldpaj3.jpg
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Perhaps among the greatest speeches of all time.
On March 18th 2008, in the midst of being heavily criticized on issues mainly regarding race, and his association with a reverend known for his often revolting remarks, democratic presidential hopeful - Senator Barrack Obama, in his defense, delivered what was perhaps amongst the most monumental speeches in American history.
" 'We the people, in order to form a more perfect union'
Two hundred and twenty one years ago, in a hall that still stands across the street, a group of men gathered and, with these simple words, launched America's improbable experiment in democracy. Farmers and scholars; statesmen and patriots who had traveled across an ocean to escape tyranny and persecution finally made real their declaration of independence at a Philadelphia convention that lasted through the spring of 1787.
The document they produced was eventually signed but ultimately unfinished. It was stained by this nation's original sin of slavery, a question that divided the colonies and brought the convention to a stalemate until the founders chose to allow the slave trade to continue for at least twenty more years, and to leave any final resolution to future generations.
Of course, the answer to the slavery question was already embedded within our Constitution - a Constitution that had at is very core the ideal of equal citizenship under the law; a Constitution that promised its people liberty, and justice, and a union that could be and should be perfected over time.
And yet words on a parchment would not be enough to deliver slaves from bondage, or provide men and women of every color and creed their full rights and obligations as citizens of the United States. What would be needed were Americans in successive generations who were willing to do their part - through protests and struggle, on the streets and in the courts, through a civil war and civil disobedience and always at great risk - to narrow that gap between the promise of our ideals and the reality of their time.
This was one of the tasks we set forth at the beginning of this campaign - to continue the long march of those who came before us, a march for a more just, more equal, more free, more caring and more prosperous America. I chose to run for the presidency at this moment in history because I believe deeply that we cannot solve the challenges of our time unless we solve them together - unless we perfect our union by understanding that we may have different stories, but we hold common hopes; that we may not look the same and we may not have come from the same place, but we all want to move in the same direction - towards a better future for of children and our grandchildren.
This belief comes from my unyielding faith in the decency and generosity of the American people. But it also comes from my own American story.
I am the son of a black man from Kenya and a white woman from Kansas. I was raised with the help of a white grandfather who survived a Depression to serve in Patton's Army during World War II and a white grandmother who worked on a bomber assembly line at Fort Leavenworth while he was overseas. I've gone to some of the best schools in America and lived in one of the world's poorest nations. I am married to a black American who carries within her the blood of slaves and slaveowners - an inheritance we pass on to our two precious daughters. I have brothers, sisters, nieces, nephews, uncles and cousins, of every race and every hue, scattered across three continents, and for as long as I live, I will never forget that in no other country on Earth is my story even possible.
It's a story that hasn't made me the most conventional candidate. But it is a story that has seared into my genetic makeup the idea that this nation is more than the sum of its parts - that out of many, we are truly one.
Throughout the first year of this campaign, against all predictions to the contrary, we saw how hungry the American people were for this message of unity. Despite the temptation to view my candidacy through a purely racial lens, we won commanding victories in states with some of the whitest populations in the country. In South Carolina, where the Confederate Flag still flies, we built a powerful coalition of African Americans and white Americans.
This is not to say that race has not been an issue in the campaign. At various stages in the campaign, some commentators have deemed me either "too black" or "not black enough." We saw racial tensions bubble to the surface during the week before the South Carolina primary. The press has scoured every exit poll for the latest evidence of racial polarization, not just in terms of white and black, but black and brown as well.
And yet, it has only been in the last couple of weeks that the discussion of race in this campaign has taken a particularly divisive turn.
On one end of the spectrum, we've heard the implication that my candidacy is somehow an exercise in affirmative action; that it's based solely on the desire of wide-eyed liberals to purchase racial reconciliation on the cheap. On the other end, we've heard my former pastor, Reverend Jeremiah Wright, use incendiary language to express views that have the potential not only to widen the racial divide, but views that denigrate both the greatness and the goodness of our nation; that rightly offend white and black alike.
I have already condemned, in unequivocal terms, the statements of Reverend Wright that have caused such controversy. For some, nagging questions remain. Did I know him to be an occasionally fierce critic of American domestic and foreign policy? Of course. Did I ever hear him make remarks that could be considered controversial while I sat in church? Yes. Did I strongly disagree with many of his political views? Absolutely - just as I'm sure many of you have heard remarks from your pastors, priests, or rabbis with which you strongly disagreed.
But the remarks that have caused this recent firestorm weren't simply controversial. They weren't simply a religious leader's effort to speak out against perceived injustice. Instead, they expressed a profoundly distorted view of this country - a view that sees white racism as endemic, and that elevates what is wrong with America above all that we know is right with America; a view that sees the conflicts in the Middle East as rooted primarily in the actions of stalwart allies like Israel, instead of emanating from the perverse and hateful ideologies of radical Islam.
As such, Reverend Wright's comments were not only wrong but divisive, divisive at a time when we need unity; racially charged at a time when we need to come together to solve a set of monumental problems - two wars, a terrorist threat, a falling economy, a chronic health care crisis and potentially devastating climate change; problems that are neither black or white or Latino or Asian, but rather problems that confront us all.
Given my background, my politics, and my professed values and ideals, there will no doubt be those for whom my statements of condemnation are not enough. Why associate myself with Reverend Wright in the first place, they may ask? Why not join another church? And I confess that if all that I knew of Reverend Wright were the snippets of those sermons that have run in an endless loop on the television and You Tube, or if Trinity United Church of Christ conformed to the caricatures being peddled by some commentators, there is no doubt that I would react in much the same way
But the truth is, that isn't all that I know of the man. The man I met more than twenty years ago is a man who helped introduce me to my Christian faith, a man who spoke to me about our obligations to love one another; to care for the sick and lift up the poor. He is a man who served his country as a U.S. Marine; who has studied and lectured at some of the finest universities and seminaries in the country, and who for over thirty years led a church that serves the community by doing God's work here on Earth - by housing the homeless, ministering to the needy, providing day care services and scholarships and prison ministries, and reaching out to those suffering from HIV/AIDS.
In my first book, Dreams From My Father, I described the experience of my first service at Trinity:
"People began to shout, to rise from their seats and clap and cry out, a forceful wind carrying the reverend's voice up into the rafters....And in that single note - hope! - I heard something else; at the foot of that cross, inside the thousands of churches across the city, I imagined the stories of ordinary black people merging with the stories of David and Goliath, Moses and Pharaoh, the Christians in the lion's den, Ezekiel's field of dry bones. Those stories - of survival, and freedom, and hope - became our story, my story; the blood that had spilled was our blood, the tears our tears; until this black church, on this bright day, seemed once more a vessel carrying the story of a people into future generations and into a larger world. Our trials and triumphs became at once unique and universal, black and more than black; in chronicling our journey, the stories and songs gave us a means to reclaim memories that we didn't need to feel shame about...memories that all people might study and cherish - and with which we could start to rebuild."
That has been my experience at Trinity. Like other predominantly black churches across the country, Trinity embodies the black community in its entirety - the doctor and the welfare mom, the model student and the former gang-banger. Like other black churches, Trinity's services are full of raucous laughter and sometimes bawdy humor. They are full of dancing, clapping, screaming and shouting that may seem jarring to the untrained ear. The church contains in full the kindness and cruelty, the fierce intelligence and the shocking ignorance, the struggles and successes, the love and yes, the bitterness and bias that make up the black experience in America.
And this helps explain, perhaps, my relationship with Reverend Wright. As imperfect as he may be, he has been like family to me. He strengthened my faith, officiated my wedding, and baptized my children. Not once in my conversations with him have I heard him talk about any ethnic group in derogatory terms, or treat whites with whom he interacted with anything but courtesy and respect. He contains within him the contradictions - the good and the bad - of the community that he has served diligently for so many years.
I can no more disown him than I can disown the black community. I can no more disown him than I can my white grandmother - a woman who helped raise me, a woman who sacrificed again and again for me, a woman who loves me as much as she loves anything in this world, but a woman who once confessed her fear of black men who passed by her on the street, and who on more than one occasion has uttered racial or ethnic stereotypes that made me cringe.
These people are a part of me. And they are a part of America, this country that I love.
Some will see this as an attempt to justify or excuse comments that are simply inexcusable. I can assure you it is not. I suppose the politically safe thing would be to move on from this episode and just hope that it fades into the woodwork. We can dismiss Reverend Wright as a crank or a demagogue, just as some have dismissed Geraldine Ferraro, in the aftermath of her recent statements, as harboring some deep-seated racial bias.
But race is an issue that I believe this nation cannot afford to ignore right now. We would be making the same mistake that Reverend Wright made in his offending sermons about America - to simplify and stereotype and amplify the negative to the point that it distorts reality.
The fact is that the comments that have been made and the issues that have surfaced over the last few weeks reflect the complexities of race in this country that we've never really worked through - a part of our union that we have yet to perfect. And if we walk away now, if we simply retreat into our respective corners, we will never be able to come together and solve challenges like health care, or education, or the need to find good jobs for every American.
Understanding this reality requires a reminder of how we arrived at this point. As William Faulkner once wrote, "The past isn't dead and buried. In fact, it isn't even past." We do not need to recite here the history of racial injustice in this country. But we do need to remind ourselves that so many of the disparities that exist in the African-American community today can be directly traced to inequalities passed on from an earlier generation that suffered under the brutal legacy of slavery and Jim Crow.
Segregated schools were, and are, inferior schools; we still haven't fixed them, fifty years after Brown v. Board of Education, and the inferior education they provided, then and now, helps explain the pervasive achievement gap between today's black and white students.
Legalized discrimination - where blacks were prevented, often through violence, from owning property, or loans were not granted to African-American business owners, or black homeowners could not access FHA mortgages, or blacks were excluded from unions, or the police force, or fire departments - meant that black families could not amass any meaningful wealth to bequeath to future generations. That history helps explain the wealth and income gap between black and white, and the concentrated pockets of poverty that persists in so many of today's urban and rural communities.
A lack of economic opportunity among black men, and the shame and frustration that came from not being able to provide for one's family, contributed to the erosion of black families - a problem that welfare policies for many years may have worsened. And the lack of basic services in so many urban black neighborhoods - parks for kids to play in, police walking the beat, regular garbage pick-up and building code enforcement - all helped create a cycle of violence, blight and neglect that continue to haunt us.
This is the reality in which Reverend Wright and other African-Americans of his generation grew up. They came of age in the late fifties and early sixties, a time when segregation was still the law of the land and opportunity was systematically constricted. What's remarkable is not how many failed in the face of discrimination, but rather how many men and women overcame the odds; how many were able to make a way out of no way for those like me who would come after them.
But for all those who scratched and clawed their way to get a piece of the American Dream, there were many who didn't make it - those who were ultimately defeated, in one way or another, by discrimination. That legacy of defeat was passed on to future generations - those young men and increasingly young women who we see standing on street corners or languishing in our prisons, without hope or prospects for the future. Even for those blacks who did make it, questions of race, and racism, continue to define their worldview in fundamental ways. For the men and women of Reverend Wright's generation, the memories of humiliation and doubt and fear have not gone away; nor has the anger and the bitterness of those years. That anger may not get expressed in public, in front of white co-workers or white friends. But it does find voice in the barbershop or around the kitchen table. At times, that anger is exploited by politicians, to gin up votes along racial lines, or to make up for a politician's own failings.
And occasionally it finds voice in the church on Sunday morning, in the pulpit and in the pews. The fact that so many people are surprised to hear that anger in some of Reverend Wright's sermons simply reminds us of the old truism that the most segregated hour in American life occurs on Sunday morning. That anger is not always productive; indeed, all too often it distracts attention from solving real problems; it keeps us from squarely facing our own complicity in our condition, and prevents the African-American community from forging the alliances it needs to bring about real change. But the anger is real; it is powerful; and to simply wish it away, to condemn it without understanding its roots, only serves to widen the chasm of misunderstanding that exists between the races.
In fact, a similar anger exists within segments of the white community. Most working- and middle-class white Americans don't feel that they have been particularly privileged by their race. Their experience is the immigrant experience - as far as they're concerned, no one's handed them anything, they've built it from scratch. They've worked hard all their lives, many times only to see their jobs shipped overseas or their pension dumped after a lifetime of labor. They are anxious about their futures, and feel their dreams slipping away; in an era of stagnant wages and global competition, opportunity comes to be seen as a zero sum game, in which your dreams come at my expense. So when they are told to bus their children to a school across town; when they hear that an African American is getting an advantage in landing a good job or a spot in a good college because of an injustice that they themselves never committed; when they're told that their fears about crime in urban neighborhoods are somehow prejudiced, resentment builds over time.
Like the anger within the black community, these resentments aren't always expressed in polite company. But they have helped shape the political landscape for at least a generation. Anger over welfare and affirmative action helped forge the Reagan Coalition. Politicians routinely exploited fears of crime for their own electoral ends. Talk show hosts and conservative commentators built entire careers unmasking bogus claims of racism while dismissing legitimate discussions of racial injustice and inequality as mere political correctness or reverse racism.
Just as black anger often proved counterproductive, so have these white resentments distracted attention from the real culprits of the middle class squeeze - a corporate culture rife with inside dealing, questionable accounting practices, and short-term greed; a Washington dominated by lobbyists and special interests; economic policies that favor the few over the many. And yet, to wish away the resentments of white Americans, to label them as misguided or even racist, without recognizing they are grounded in legitimate concerns - this too widens the racial divide, and blocks the path to understanding.
This is where we are right now. It's a racial stalemate we've been stuck in for years. Contrary to the claims of some of my critics, black and white, I have never been so naïve as to believe that we can get beyond our racial divisions in a single election cycle, or with a single candidacy - particularly a candidacy as imperfect as my own.
But I have asserted a firm conviction - a conviction rooted in my faith in God and my faith in the American people - that working together we can move beyond some of our old racial wounds, and that in fact we have no choice is we are to continue on the path of a more perfect union.
For the African-American community, that path means embracing the burdens of our past without becoming victims of our past. It means continuing to insist on a full measure of justice in every aspect of American life. But it also means binding our particular grievances - for better health care, and better schools, and better jobs - to the larger aspirations of all Americans -- the white woman struggling to break the glass ceiling, the white man whose been laid off, the immigrant trying to feed his family. And it means taking full responsibility for own lives - by demanding more from our fathers, and spending more time with our children, and reading to them, and teaching them that while they may face challenges and discrimination in their own lives, they must never succumb to despair or cynicism; they must always believe that they can write their own destiny.
Ironically, this quintessentially American - and yes, conservative - notion of self-help found frequent expression in Reverend Wright's sermons. But what my former pastor too often failed to understand is that embarking on a program of self-help also requires a belief that society can change.
The profound mistake of Reverend Wright's sermons is not that he spoke about racism in our society. It's that he spoke as if our society was static; as if no progress has been made; as if this country - a country that has made it possible for one of his own members to run for the highest office in the land and build a coalition of white and black; Latino and Asian, rich and poor, young and old -- is still irrevocably bound to a tragic past. But what we know -- what we have seen - is that America can change. That is true genius of this nation. What we have already achieved gives us hope - the audacity to hope - for what we can and must achieve tomorrow.
In the white community, the path to a more perfect union means acknowledging that what ails the African-American community does not just exist in the minds of black people; that the legacy of discrimination - and current incidents of discrimination, while less overt than in the past - are real and must be addressed. Not just with words, but with deeds - by investing in our schools and our communities; by enforcing our civil rights laws and ensuring fairness in our criminal justice system; by providing this generation with ladders of opportunity that were unavailable for previous generations. It requires all Americans to realize that your dreams do not have to come at the expense of my dreams; that investing in the health, welfare, and education of black and brown and white children will ultimately help all of America prosper.
In the end, then, what is called for is nothing more, and nothing less, than what all the world's great religions demand - that we do unto others as we would have them do unto us. Let us be our brother's keeper, Scripture tells us. Let us be our sister's keeper. Let us find that common stake we all have in one another, and let our politics reflect that spirit as well.
For we have a choice in this country. We can accept a politics that breeds division, and conflict, and cynicism. We can tackle race only as spectacle - as we did in the OJ trial - or in the wake of tragedy, as we did in the aftermath of Katrina - or as fodder for the nightly news. We can play Reverend Wright's sermons on every channel, every day and talk about them from now until the election, and make the only question in this campaign whether or not the American people think that I somehow believe or sympathize with his most offensive words. We can pounce on some gaffe by a Hillary supporter as evidence that she's playing the race card, or we can speculate on whether white men will all flock to John McCain in the general election regardless of his policies.
We can do that.
But if we do, I can tell you that in the next election, we'll be talking about some other distraction. And then another one. And then another one. And nothing will change.
That is one option. Or, at this moment, in this election, we can come together and say, "Not this time." This time we want to talk about the crumbling schools that are stealing the future of black children and white children and Asian children and Hispanic children and Native American children. This time we want to reject the cynicism that tells us that these kids can't learn; that those kids who don't look like us are somebody else's problem. The children of America are not those kids, they are our kids, and we will not let them fall behind in a 21st century economy. Not this time.
This time we want to talk about how the lines in the Emergency Room are filled with whites and blacks and Hispanics who do not have health care; who don't have the power on their own to overcome the special interests in Washington, but who can take them on if we do it together.
This time we want to talk about the shuttered mills that once provided a decent life for men and women of every race, and the homes for sale that once belonged to Americans from every religion, every region, every walk of life. This time we want to talk about the fact that the real problem is not that someone who doesn't look like you might take your job; it's that the corporation you work for will ship it overseas for nothing more than a profit.
This time we want to talk about the men and women of every color and creed who serve together, and fight together, and bleed together under the same proud flag. We want to talk about how to bring them home from a war that never should've been authorized and never should've been waged, and we want to talk about how we'll show our patriotism by caring for them, and their families, and giving them the benefits they have earned.
I would not be running for President if I didn't believe with all my heart that this is what the vast majority of Americans want for this country. This union may never be perfect, but generation after generation has shown that it can always be perfected. And today, whenever I find myself feeling doubtful or cynical about this possibility, what gives me the most hope is the next generation - the young people whose attitudes and beliefs and openness to change have already made history in this election.
There is one story in particularly that I'd like to leave you with today - a story I told when I had the great honor of speaking on Dr. King's birthday at his home church, Ebenezer Baptist, in Atlanta.
There is a young, twenty-three year old white woman named Ashley Baia who organized for our campaign in Florence, South Carolina. She had been working to organize a mostly African-American community since the beginning of this campaign, and one day she was at a roundtable discussion where everyone went around telling their story and why they were there.
And Ashley said that when she was nine years old, her mother got cancer. And because she had to miss days of work, she was let go and lost her health care. They had to file for bankruptcy, and that's when Ashley decided that she had to do something to help her mom.
She knew that food was one of their most expensive costs, and so Ashley convinced her mother that what she really liked and really wanted to eat more than anything else was mustard and relish sandwiches. Because that was the cheapest way to eat.
She did this for a year until her mom got better, and she told everyone at the roundtable that the reason she joined our campaign was so that she could help the millions of other children in the country who want and need to help their parents too.
Now Ashley might have made a different choice. Perhaps somebody told her along the way that the source of her mother's problems were blacks who were on welfare and too lazy to work, or Hispanics who were coming into the country illegally. But she didn't. She sought out allies in her fight against injustice.
Anyway, Ashley finishes her story and then goes around the room and asks everyone else why they're supporting the campaign. They all have different stories and reasons. Many bring up a specific issue. And finally they come to this elderly black man who's been sitting there quietly the entire time. And Ashley asks him why he's there. And he does not bring up a specific issue. He does not say health care or the economy. He does not say education or the war. He does not say that he was there because of Barack Obama. He simply says to everyone in the room, "I am here because of Ashley."
"I'm here because of Ashley." By itself, that single moment of recognition between that young white girl and that old black man is not enough. It is not enough to give health care to the sick, or jobs to the jobless, or education to our children.
But it is where we start. It is where our union grows stronger. And as so many generations have come to realize over the course of the two-hundred and twenty one years since a band of patriots signed that document in Philadelphia, that is where the perfection begins."
" 'We the people, in order to form a more perfect union'
Two hundred and twenty one years ago, in a hall that still stands across the street, a group of men gathered and, with these simple words, launched America's improbable experiment in democracy. Farmers and scholars; statesmen and patriots who had traveled across an ocean to escape tyranny and persecution finally made real their declaration of independence at a Philadelphia convention that lasted through the spring of 1787.
The document they produced was eventually signed but ultimately unfinished. It was stained by this nation's original sin of slavery, a question that divided the colonies and brought the convention to a stalemate until the founders chose to allow the slave trade to continue for at least twenty more years, and to leave any final resolution to future generations.
Of course, the answer to the slavery question was already embedded within our Constitution - a Constitution that had at is very core the ideal of equal citizenship under the law; a Constitution that promised its people liberty, and justice, and a union that could be and should be perfected over time.
And yet words on a parchment would not be enough to deliver slaves from bondage, or provide men and women of every color and creed their full rights and obligations as citizens of the United States. What would be needed were Americans in successive generations who were willing to do their part - through protests and struggle, on the streets and in the courts, through a civil war and civil disobedience and always at great risk - to narrow that gap between the promise of our ideals and the reality of their time.
This was one of the tasks we set forth at the beginning of this campaign - to continue the long march of those who came before us, a march for a more just, more equal, more free, more caring and more prosperous America. I chose to run for the presidency at this moment in history because I believe deeply that we cannot solve the challenges of our time unless we solve them together - unless we perfect our union by understanding that we may have different stories, but we hold common hopes; that we may not look the same and we may not have come from the same place, but we all want to move in the same direction - towards a better future for of children and our grandchildren.
This belief comes from my unyielding faith in the decency and generosity of the American people. But it also comes from my own American story.
I am the son of a black man from Kenya and a white woman from Kansas. I was raised with the help of a white grandfather who survived a Depression to serve in Patton's Army during World War II and a white grandmother who worked on a bomber assembly line at Fort Leavenworth while he was overseas. I've gone to some of the best schools in America and lived in one of the world's poorest nations. I am married to a black American who carries within her the blood of slaves and slaveowners - an inheritance we pass on to our two precious daughters. I have brothers, sisters, nieces, nephews, uncles and cousins, of every race and every hue, scattered across three continents, and for as long as I live, I will never forget that in no other country on Earth is my story even possible.
It's a story that hasn't made me the most conventional candidate. But it is a story that has seared into my genetic makeup the idea that this nation is more than the sum of its parts - that out of many, we are truly one.
Throughout the first year of this campaign, against all predictions to the contrary, we saw how hungry the American people were for this message of unity. Despite the temptation to view my candidacy through a purely racial lens, we won commanding victories in states with some of the whitest populations in the country. In South Carolina, where the Confederate Flag still flies, we built a powerful coalition of African Americans and white Americans.
This is not to say that race has not been an issue in the campaign. At various stages in the campaign, some commentators have deemed me either "too black" or "not black enough." We saw racial tensions bubble to the surface during the week before the South Carolina primary. The press has scoured every exit poll for the latest evidence of racial polarization, not just in terms of white and black, but black and brown as well.
And yet, it has only been in the last couple of weeks that the discussion of race in this campaign has taken a particularly divisive turn.
On one end of the spectrum, we've heard the implication that my candidacy is somehow an exercise in affirmative action; that it's based solely on the desire of wide-eyed liberals to purchase racial reconciliation on the cheap. On the other end, we've heard my former pastor, Reverend Jeremiah Wright, use incendiary language to express views that have the potential not only to widen the racial divide, but views that denigrate both the greatness and the goodness of our nation; that rightly offend white and black alike.
I have already condemned, in unequivocal terms, the statements of Reverend Wright that have caused such controversy. For some, nagging questions remain. Did I know him to be an occasionally fierce critic of American domestic and foreign policy? Of course. Did I ever hear him make remarks that could be considered controversial while I sat in church? Yes. Did I strongly disagree with many of his political views? Absolutely - just as I'm sure many of you have heard remarks from your pastors, priests, or rabbis with which you strongly disagreed.
But the remarks that have caused this recent firestorm weren't simply controversial. They weren't simply a religious leader's effort to speak out against perceived injustice. Instead, they expressed a profoundly distorted view of this country - a view that sees white racism as endemic, and that elevates what is wrong with America above all that we know is right with America; a view that sees the conflicts in the Middle East as rooted primarily in the actions of stalwart allies like Israel, instead of emanating from the perverse and hateful ideologies of radical Islam.
As such, Reverend Wright's comments were not only wrong but divisive, divisive at a time when we need unity; racially charged at a time when we need to come together to solve a set of monumental problems - two wars, a terrorist threat, a falling economy, a chronic health care crisis and potentially devastating climate change; problems that are neither black or white or Latino or Asian, but rather problems that confront us all.
Given my background, my politics, and my professed values and ideals, there will no doubt be those for whom my statements of condemnation are not enough. Why associate myself with Reverend Wright in the first place, they may ask? Why not join another church? And I confess that if all that I knew of Reverend Wright were the snippets of those sermons that have run in an endless loop on the television and You Tube, or if Trinity United Church of Christ conformed to the caricatures being peddled by some commentators, there is no doubt that I would react in much the same way
But the truth is, that isn't all that I know of the man. The man I met more than twenty years ago is a man who helped introduce me to my Christian faith, a man who spoke to me about our obligations to love one another; to care for the sick and lift up the poor. He is a man who served his country as a U.S. Marine; who has studied and lectured at some of the finest universities and seminaries in the country, and who for over thirty years led a church that serves the community by doing God's work here on Earth - by housing the homeless, ministering to the needy, providing day care services and scholarships and prison ministries, and reaching out to those suffering from HIV/AIDS.
In my first book, Dreams From My Father, I described the experience of my first service at Trinity:
"People began to shout, to rise from their seats and clap and cry out, a forceful wind carrying the reverend's voice up into the rafters....And in that single note - hope! - I heard something else; at the foot of that cross, inside the thousands of churches across the city, I imagined the stories of ordinary black people merging with the stories of David and Goliath, Moses and Pharaoh, the Christians in the lion's den, Ezekiel's field of dry bones. Those stories - of survival, and freedom, and hope - became our story, my story; the blood that had spilled was our blood, the tears our tears; until this black church, on this bright day, seemed once more a vessel carrying the story of a people into future generations and into a larger world. Our trials and triumphs became at once unique and universal, black and more than black; in chronicling our journey, the stories and songs gave us a means to reclaim memories that we didn't need to feel shame about...memories that all people might study and cherish - and with which we could start to rebuild."
That has been my experience at Trinity. Like other predominantly black churches across the country, Trinity embodies the black community in its entirety - the doctor and the welfare mom, the model student and the former gang-banger. Like other black churches, Trinity's services are full of raucous laughter and sometimes bawdy humor. They are full of dancing, clapping, screaming and shouting that may seem jarring to the untrained ear. The church contains in full the kindness and cruelty, the fierce intelligence and the shocking ignorance, the struggles and successes, the love and yes, the bitterness and bias that make up the black experience in America.
And this helps explain, perhaps, my relationship with Reverend Wright. As imperfect as he may be, he has been like family to me. He strengthened my faith, officiated my wedding, and baptized my children. Not once in my conversations with him have I heard him talk about any ethnic group in derogatory terms, or treat whites with whom he interacted with anything but courtesy and respect. He contains within him the contradictions - the good and the bad - of the community that he has served diligently for so many years.
I can no more disown him than I can disown the black community. I can no more disown him than I can my white grandmother - a woman who helped raise me, a woman who sacrificed again and again for me, a woman who loves me as much as she loves anything in this world, but a woman who once confessed her fear of black men who passed by her on the street, and who on more than one occasion has uttered racial or ethnic stereotypes that made me cringe.
These people are a part of me. And they are a part of America, this country that I love.
Some will see this as an attempt to justify or excuse comments that are simply inexcusable. I can assure you it is not. I suppose the politically safe thing would be to move on from this episode and just hope that it fades into the woodwork. We can dismiss Reverend Wright as a crank or a demagogue, just as some have dismissed Geraldine Ferraro, in the aftermath of her recent statements, as harboring some deep-seated racial bias.
But race is an issue that I believe this nation cannot afford to ignore right now. We would be making the same mistake that Reverend Wright made in his offending sermons about America - to simplify and stereotype and amplify the negative to the point that it distorts reality.
The fact is that the comments that have been made and the issues that have surfaced over the last few weeks reflect the complexities of race in this country that we've never really worked through - a part of our union that we have yet to perfect. And if we walk away now, if we simply retreat into our respective corners, we will never be able to come together and solve challenges like health care, or education, or the need to find good jobs for every American.
Understanding this reality requires a reminder of how we arrived at this point. As William Faulkner once wrote, "The past isn't dead and buried. In fact, it isn't even past." We do not need to recite here the history of racial injustice in this country. But we do need to remind ourselves that so many of the disparities that exist in the African-American community today can be directly traced to inequalities passed on from an earlier generation that suffered under the brutal legacy of slavery and Jim Crow.
Segregated schools were, and are, inferior schools; we still haven't fixed them, fifty years after Brown v. Board of Education, and the inferior education they provided, then and now, helps explain the pervasive achievement gap between today's black and white students.
Legalized discrimination - where blacks were prevented, often through violence, from owning property, or loans were not granted to African-American business owners, or black homeowners could not access FHA mortgages, or blacks were excluded from unions, or the police force, or fire departments - meant that black families could not amass any meaningful wealth to bequeath to future generations. That history helps explain the wealth and income gap between black and white, and the concentrated pockets of poverty that persists in so many of today's urban and rural communities.
A lack of economic opportunity among black men, and the shame and frustration that came from not being able to provide for one's family, contributed to the erosion of black families - a problem that welfare policies for many years may have worsened. And the lack of basic services in so many urban black neighborhoods - parks for kids to play in, police walking the beat, regular garbage pick-up and building code enforcement - all helped create a cycle of violence, blight and neglect that continue to haunt us.
This is the reality in which Reverend Wright and other African-Americans of his generation grew up. They came of age in the late fifties and early sixties, a time when segregation was still the law of the land and opportunity was systematically constricted. What's remarkable is not how many failed in the face of discrimination, but rather how many men and women overcame the odds; how many were able to make a way out of no way for those like me who would come after them.
But for all those who scratched and clawed their way to get a piece of the American Dream, there were many who didn't make it - those who were ultimately defeated, in one way or another, by discrimination. That legacy of defeat was passed on to future generations - those young men and increasingly young women who we see standing on street corners or languishing in our prisons, without hope or prospects for the future. Even for those blacks who did make it, questions of race, and racism, continue to define their worldview in fundamental ways. For the men and women of Reverend Wright's generation, the memories of humiliation and doubt and fear have not gone away; nor has the anger and the bitterness of those years. That anger may not get expressed in public, in front of white co-workers or white friends. But it does find voice in the barbershop or around the kitchen table. At times, that anger is exploited by politicians, to gin up votes along racial lines, or to make up for a politician's own failings.
And occasionally it finds voice in the church on Sunday morning, in the pulpit and in the pews. The fact that so many people are surprised to hear that anger in some of Reverend Wright's sermons simply reminds us of the old truism that the most segregated hour in American life occurs on Sunday morning. That anger is not always productive; indeed, all too often it distracts attention from solving real problems; it keeps us from squarely facing our own complicity in our condition, and prevents the African-American community from forging the alliances it needs to bring about real change. But the anger is real; it is powerful; and to simply wish it away, to condemn it without understanding its roots, only serves to widen the chasm of misunderstanding that exists between the races.
In fact, a similar anger exists within segments of the white community. Most working- and middle-class white Americans don't feel that they have been particularly privileged by their race. Their experience is the immigrant experience - as far as they're concerned, no one's handed them anything, they've built it from scratch. They've worked hard all their lives, many times only to see their jobs shipped overseas or their pension dumped after a lifetime of labor. They are anxious about their futures, and feel their dreams slipping away; in an era of stagnant wages and global competition, opportunity comes to be seen as a zero sum game, in which your dreams come at my expense. So when they are told to bus their children to a school across town; when they hear that an African American is getting an advantage in landing a good job or a spot in a good college because of an injustice that they themselves never committed; when they're told that their fears about crime in urban neighborhoods are somehow prejudiced, resentment builds over time.
Like the anger within the black community, these resentments aren't always expressed in polite company. But they have helped shape the political landscape for at least a generation. Anger over welfare and affirmative action helped forge the Reagan Coalition. Politicians routinely exploited fears of crime for their own electoral ends. Talk show hosts and conservative commentators built entire careers unmasking bogus claims of racism while dismissing legitimate discussions of racial injustice and inequality as mere political correctness or reverse racism.
Just as black anger often proved counterproductive, so have these white resentments distracted attention from the real culprits of the middle class squeeze - a corporate culture rife with inside dealing, questionable accounting practices, and short-term greed; a Washington dominated by lobbyists and special interests; economic policies that favor the few over the many. And yet, to wish away the resentments of white Americans, to label them as misguided or even racist, without recognizing they are grounded in legitimate concerns - this too widens the racial divide, and blocks the path to understanding.
This is where we are right now. It's a racial stalemate we've been stuck in for years. Contrary to the claims of some of my critics, black and white, I have never been so naïve as to believe that we can get beyond our racial divisions in a single election cycle, or with a single candidacy - particularly a candidacy as imperfect as my own.
But I have asserted a firm conviction - a conviction rooted in my faith in God and my faith in the American people - that working together we can move beyond some of our old racial wounds, and that in fact we have no choice is we are to continue on the path of a more perfect union.
For the African-American community, that path means embracing the burdens of our past without becoming victims of our past. It means continuing to insist on a full measure of justice in every aspect of American life. But it also means binding our particular grievances - for better health care, and better schools, and better jobs - to the larger aspirations of all Americans -- the white woman struggling to break the glass ceiling, the white man whose been laid off, the immigrant trying to feed his family. And it means taking full responsibility for own lives - by demanding more from our fathers, and spending more time with our children, and reading to them, and teaching them that while they may face challenges and discrimination in their own lives, they must never succumb to despair or cynicism; they must always believe that they can write their own destiny.
Ironically, this quintessentially American - and yes, conservative - notion of self-help found frequent expression in Reverend Wright's sermons. But what my former pastor too often failed to understand is that embarking on a program of self-help also requires a belief that society can change.
The profound mistake of Reverend Wright's sermons is not that he spoke about racism in our society. It's that he spoke as if our society was static; as if no progress has been made; as if this country - a country that has made it possible for one of his own members to run for the highest office in the land and build a coalition of white and black; Latino and Asian, rich and poor, young and old -- is still irrevocably bound to a tragic past. But what we know -- what we have seen - is that America can change. That is true genius of this nation. What we have already achieved gives us hope - the audacity to hope - for what we can and must achieve tomorrow.
In the white community, the path to a more perfect union means acknowledging that what ails the African-American community does not just exist in the minds of black people; that the legacy of discrimination - and current incidents of discrimination, while less overt than in the past - are real and must be addressed. Not just with words, but with deeds - by investing in our schools and our communities; by enforcing our civil rights laws and ensuring fairness in our criminal justice system; by providing this generation with ladders of opportunity that were unavailable for previous generations. It requires all Americans to realize that your dreams do not have to come at the expense of my dreams; that investing in the health, welfare, and education of black and brown and white children will ultimately help all of America prosper.
In the end, then, what is called for is nothing more, and nothing less, than what all the world's great religions demand - that we do unto others as we would have them do unto us. Let us be our brother's keeper, Scripture tells us. Let us be our sister's keeper. Let us find that common stake we all have in one another, and let our politics reflect that spirit as well.
For we have a choice in this country. We can accept a politics that breeds division, and conflict, and cynicism. We can tackle race only as spectacle - as we did in the OJ trial - or in the wake of tragedy, as we did in the aftermath of Katrina - or as fodder for the nightly news. We can play Reverend Wright's sermons on every channel, every day and talk about them from now until the election, and make the only question in this campaign whether or not the American people think that I somehow believe or sympathize with his most offensive words. We can pounce on some gaffe by a Hillary supporter as evidence that she's playing the race card, or we can speculate on whether white men will all flock to John McCain in the general election regardless of his policies.
We can do that.
But if we do, I can tell you that in the next election, we'll be talking about some other distraction. And then another one. And then another one. And nothing will change.
That is one option. Or, at this moment, in this election, we can come together and say, "Not this time." This time we want to talk about the crumbling schools that are stealing the future of black children and white children and Asian children and Hispanic children and Native American children. This time we want to reject the cynicism that tells us that these kids can't learn; that those kids who don't look like us are somebody else's problem. The children of America are not those kids, they are our kids, and we will not let them fall behind in a 21st century economy. Not this time.
This time we want to talk about how the lines in the Emergency Room are filled with whites and blacks and Hispanics who do not have health care; who don't have the power on their own to overcome the special interests in Washington, but who can take them on if we do it together.
This time we want to talk about the shuttered mills that once provided a decent life for men and women of every race, and the homes for sale that once belonged to Americans from every religion, every region, every walk of life. This time we want to talk about the fact that the real problem is not that someone who doesn't look like you might take your job; it's that the corporation you work for will ship it overseas for nothing more than a profit.
This time we want to talk about the men and women of every color and creed who serve together, and fight together, and bleed together under the same proud flag. We want to talk about how to bring them home from a war that never should've been authorized and never should've been waged, and we want to talk about how we'll show our patriotism by caring for them, and their families, and giving them the benefits they have earned.
I would not be running for President if I didn't believe with all my heart that this is what the vast majority of Americans want for this country. This union may never be perfect, but generation after generation has shown that it can always be perfected. And today, whenever I find myself feeling doubtful or cynical about this possibility, what gives me the most hope is the next generation - the young people whose attitudes and beliefs and openness to change have already made history in this election.
There is one story in particularly that I'd like to leave you with today - a story I told when I had the great honor of speaking on Dr. King's birthday at his home church, Ebenezer Baptist, in Atlanta.
There is a young, twenty-three year old white woman named Ashley Baia who organized for our campaign in Florence, South Carolina. She had been working to organize a mostly African-American community since the beginning of this campaign, and one day she was at a roundtable discussion where everyone went around telling their story and why they were there.
And Ashley said that when she was nine years old, her mother got cancer. And because she had to miss days of work, she was let go and lost her health care. They had to file for bankruptcy, and that's when Ashley decided that she had to do something to help her mom.
She knew that food was one of their most expensive costs, and so Ashley convinced her mother that what she really liked and really wanted to eat more than anything else was mustard and relish sandwiches. Because that was the cheapest way to eat.
She did this for a year until her mom got better, and she told everyone at the roundtable that the reason she joined our campaign was so that she could help the millions of other children in the country who want and need to help their parents too.
Now Ashley might have made a different choice. Perhaps somebody told her along the way that the source of her mother's problems were blacks who were on welfare and too lazy to work, or Hispanics who were coming into the country illegally. But she didn't. She sought out allies in her fight against injustice.
Anyway, Ashley finishes her story and then goes around the room and asks everyone else why they're supporting the campaign. They all have different stories and reasons. Many bring up a specific issue. And finally they come to this elderly black man who's been sitting there quietly the entire time. And Ashley asks him why he's there. And he does not bring up a specific issue. He does not say health care or the economy. He does not say education or the war. He does not say that he was there because of Barack Obama. He simply says to everyone in the room, "I am here because of Ashley."
"I'm here because of Ashley." By itself, that single moment of recognition between that young white girl and that old black man is not enough. It is not enough to give health care to the sick, or jobs to the jobless, or education to our children.
But it is where we start. It is where our union grows stronger. And as so many generations have come to realize over the course of the two-hundred and twenty one years since a band of patriots signed that document in Philadelphia, that is where the perfection begins."
Thursday, January 24, 2008
The Day The World Ended, GCI Stories...
Hey Blogland! wetin deh? Hope 2008 is being wonderful so far. This is my second blog post in 2008. See! i told you i was gonna be more deligent about it lol..
Some miraculous sturves happened this year. I mean it snowed here in Atlanta!
can u imagine?
Apparently the snow was a very heavy sumthin by ATL standards. There was so much snow, the city had to be placed under serious weather alert.
it was all over the local news stations too, people running in and out of stores buying pure water, flashlight, batteries and other crazy sturves as though a tsunami was about to hit.
Now take a wild guess at how much snow fell? 6inches? 10inches? 1ft? perhaps 2ft?
well nice try but it's none of the above.
The amount of snow was less than 1 inch.
1 inch snow got everybody scrambling like ants in a crumbling castle.. Now aint dat a trip?
I remember my coworkers making noise - advising i better start running home before the world ends from the 1 inch snow lol.. i told them - coming from New York, this was nothing. Back in New York, our cars got snowed in and we'd still have to dig it out and drive to work, school or wherever we had to be cos aint nothing getting shut down.
Some people were even anticipating the day off from work the next day.
Are you kidding me?
lmao!! lazy mofos!
That being said, i noticed some folks still managed to make tiny pathetic snow balls, so i guess it was a disaster afterall.

I was browsing facebook jejely the other day and came across one of my old school buddies "Teju" from way back in my Government College Ikorodu days. Mehn! you'd be surprised how many of your long lost buddies you'll find on FB.
Anyways, Teju used to be part of my clique back then, of which also included Femi (he was my bestest friend on visiting day cos his parents used to bring jollof rice and chicken each time they visited..after we finsh the rice, i demoted him back to regular friend lol), Tunde (Tunde was just a big ol punk mehn lol..he was the biggest amongst us, but he had no liver. i hope he toughend up a bit now), Meno (lol..funny igbo dude that used to stammer when he got mad. He used to bite when he fought too. watch out now! lmao), ishola (half naija, half polish..his sister was hot!) and muyiwa aka "cry baby".
These were my boys! Band of Brothers if you would. We did everything together - played monkey post, table soccer, scaled fence to go play street fighter at ketu bustop or stop by Mama Carol's restuarant to eat yellow eba and ogbono soup cos the school food was usually crappy, sneak into Iya sheri's farm together to go pluck corn illegally even though everybody said iya sheri was a witch but we still dint give a shit, go on "suicide missions" like sneaking into teacher's offices to steal exam questions, susbstitute answer sheets, or even change exam scores - it was fun changing a "3" to an "8" lol..omo i was bad sha. i hope my kids grow up to be angels.
Anyways, since we rolled together, we often got into trouble collectively and that often resulted in us getting sentenced to the school's public latrine aka "Shalanga" to go pound rotten shit in our house wears while our peers were in class.
Yeh! i have suffered.
Till today, i remain undecided on which sentence is worse - to pound rotten shit or cut grass and get fat blisters on your palms. Which would you opt for if you had the choice?
Mehn! i miss those days sha. No place like Naija. I hope the rest of the boys are still alive and doing great.
I haven't seen my brother and sister in nine years. My heart aches real bad. Mumsy too. I can't believe she's getting old. I remember when she use to chase us around the backyard with cain, now we joke about how she can't do those sturves no more.
Agba ti de!
I must enter naija this year! notin else matters this year more than that trip across the atlantic. In the words of OlaDELe - "Oya Spray me Money.." lol..
Experts say the US economy is headed into a recession. They argue the collapse of the mortgage industry is largely to blame. Big Banks suffering billions in losses mostly in part due to lending money to homebuyers who initially were able to afford mortgage payments, but later unable to continue paying after their low introductory interest rates sky rocketed. To get an idea - imagine obtaining a loan from a bank to buy a home.
The bank says well, we're gonna offer you an interest of say 3% for the first 5 yrs after which the rates could go up to say around 8% or so depending on the market - otherwise called Adjustable Rate Mortgage.
So basically, say you were initially paying $1100/month for the first 3 yrs, and then your monthly payment increased to $1600 and you begin finding it rather tough to keep up with payments. Now suppose you give up that home and go into forclosure - that home will no longer be worth it's estimated book value, it depreciates and so the bank takes a write down.
A write down is a reduction in the book value of an asset because it is overvalued compared to the market value. The bank takes a loss.
Just in january, 7000 home owners lost their homes in Metro Altanta alone.
Amongst other factors, Unemployment is at 5% - up from 4.7%. Consumer spending is down and when people don't spend money, the economy does not do well.
The Feds decided to slash federal interest rates in order to free up more cash so people can spend money and stimulate the economy. When the feds cut interest rates, it makes it easier for people to be able to afford things like car loans, home loans.. etc since the interest will be lower than what it used to be. That way as people begin to find things more affordable, they spend more and that in turn stimulates the economy.
Sorry, this does not mean Ijebu garri will be cheaper at african market. You will have to negotiate and price that garri yourself.
The white house also reached a tentative deal on a stimulus plan package that would pay stipends of $300 to $1,200 per family and provide tax incentives for businesses. Workers who paid income taxes could receive more than $300, and families with children would receive an additional $300 per child. The stipend, which some lawmakers were calling a “tax rebate,” would be subject to income limits so that the wealthiest taxpayers would not receive it.
Again, it's all in the hope people will spend this money back into the economy. However some fear this emergency action might already be too late and could result in the economy being worse off - imagine if people still ended up not spending that money back..hmmm.
Anyways all we can do is hope for the best. God help us all. All i know is if things get real ugly, i will run back to the village. There's no such thing as foreclosure for village.
Hey! I finally met my phone buddy. Yes! That same person responsible for me always running over my one thousand daytime minutes every billing cycle..
so what about her?
Hmmm busy bodies, i will leave that jist for another time.
Let's just call her worthy for now, but only time will tell.
Some miraculous sturves happened this year. I mean it snowed here in Atlanta!
can u imagine?
Apparently the snow was a very heavy sumthin by ATL standards. There was so much snow, the city had to be placed under serious weather alert.
it was all over the local news stations too, people running in and out of stores buying pure water, flashlight, batteries and other crazy sturves as though a tsunami was about to hit.
Now take a wild guess at how much snow fell? 6inches? 10inches? 1ft? perhaps 2ft?
well nice try but it's none of the above.
The amount of snow was less than 1 inch.
1 inch snow got everybody scrambling like ants in a crumbling castle.. Now aint dat a trip?
I remember my coworkers making noise - advising i better start running home before the world ends from the 1 inch snow lol.. i told them - coming from New York, this was nothing. Back in New York, our cars got snowed in and we'd still have to dig it out and drive to work, school or wherever we had to be cos aint nothing getting shut down.
Some people were even anticipating the day off from work the next day.
Are you kidding me?
lmao!! lazy mofos!
That being said, i noticed some folks still managed to make tiny pathetic snow balls, so i guess it was a disaster afterall.
I was browsing facebook jejely the other day and came across one of my old school buddies "Teju" from way back in my Government College Ikorodu days. Mehn! you'd be surprised how many of your long lost buddies you'll find on FB.
Anyways, Teju used to be part of my clique back then, of which also included Femi (he was my bestest friend on visiting day cos his parents used to bring jollof rice and chicken each time they visited..after we finsh the rice, i demoted him back to regular friend lol), Tunde (Tunde was just a big ol punk mehn lol..he was the biggest amongst us, but he had no liver. i hope he toughend up a bit now), Meno (lol..funny igbo dude that used to stammer when he got mad. He used to bite when he fought too. watch out now! lmao), ishola (half naija, half polish..his sister was hot!) and muyiwa aka "cry baby".
These were my boys! Band of Brothers if you would. We did everything together - played monkey post, table soccer, scaled fence to go play street fighter at ketu bustop or stop by Mama Carol's restuarant to eat yellow eba and ogbono soup cos the school food was usually crappy, sneak into Iya sheri's farm together to go pluck corn illegally even though everybody said iya sheri was a witch but we still dint give a shit, go on "suicide missions" like sneaking into teacher's offices to steal exam questions, susbstitute answer sheets, or even change exam scores - it was fun changing a "3" to an "8" lol..omo i was bad sha. i hope my kids grow up to be angels.
Anyways, since we rolled together, we often got into trouble collectively and that often resulted in us getting sentenced to the school's public latrine aka "Shalanga" to go pound rotten shit in our house wears while our peers were in class.
Yeh! i have suffered.
Till today, i remain undecided on which sentence is worse - to pound rotten shit or cut grass and get fat blisters on your palms. Which would you opt for if you had the choice?
Mehn! i miss those days sha. No place like Naija. I hope the rest of the boys are still alive and doing great.
I haven't seen my brother and sister in nine years. My heart aches real bad. Mumsy too. I can't believe she's getting old. I remember when she use to chase us around the backyard with cain, now we joke about how she can't do those sturves no more.
Agba ti de!
I must enter naija this year! notin else matters this year more than that trip across the atlantic. In the words of OlaDELe - "Oya Spray me Money.." lol..
Experts say the US economy is headed into a recession. They argue the collapse of the mortgage industry is largely to blame. Big Banks suffering billions in losses mostly in part due to lending money to homebuyers who initially were able to afford mortgage payments, but later unable to continue paying after their low introductory interest rates sky rocketed. To get an idea - imagine obtaining a loan from a bank to buy a home.
The bank says well, we're gonna offer you an interest of say 3% for the first 5 yrs after which the rates could go up to say around 8% or so depending on the market - otherwise called Adjustable Rate Mortgage.
So basically, say you were initially paying $1100/month for the first 3 yrs, and then your monthly payment increased to $1600 and you begin finding it rather tough to keep up with payments. Now suppose you give up that home and go into forclosure - that home will no longer be worth it's estimated book value, it depreciates and so the bank takes a write down.
A write down is a reduction in the book value of an asset because it is overvalued compared to the market value. The bank takes a loss.
Just in january, 7000 home owners lost their homes in Metro Altanta alone.
Amongst other factors, Unemployment is at 5% - up from 4.7%. Consumer spending is down and when people don't spend money, the economy does not do well.
The Feds decided to slash federal interest rates in order to free up more cash so people can spend money and stimulate the economy. When the feds cut interest rates, it makes it easier for people to be able to afford things like car loans, home loans.. etc since the interest will be lower than what it used to be. That way as people begin to find things more affordable, they spend more and that in turn stimulates the economy.
Sorry, this does not mean Ijebu garri will be cheaper at african market. You will have to negotiate and price that garri yourself.
The white house also reached a tentative deal on a stimulus plan package that would pay stipends of $300 to $1,200 per family and provide tax incentives for businesses. Workers who paid income taxes could receive more than $300, and families with children would receive an additional $300 per child. The stipend, which some lawmakers were calling a “tax rebate,” would be subject to income limits so that the wealthiest taxpayers would not receive it.
Again, it's all in the hope people will spend this money back into the economy. However some fear this emergency action might already be too late and could result in the economy being worse off - imagine if people still ended up not spending that money back..hmmm.
Anyways all we can do is hope for the best. God help us all. All i know is if things get real ugly, i will run back to the village. There's no such thing as foreclosure for village.
Hey! I finally met my phone buddy. Yes! That same person responsible for me always running over my one thousand daytime minutes every billing cycle..
so what about her?
Hmmm busy bodies, i will leave that jist for another time.
Let's just call her worthy for now, but only time will tell.
Monday, January 7, 2008
The Wrap Up, Updates...
I know It's been a while, roughly a month and a half. I've been busy
with life and all that comes with it..you know. but hey! i haven't gotten into an accident since the last incident, so that's something to be cheerful about. Although my car is still at the shop undergoing restoration. They called me this morning and told me i should expect to have her back pretty soon. I can't wait. It's been over two months now and i miss riding in that comfort i grew accustomed to.
At the moment, I'm rolling in a '91 mercury Capri XR2 convertible i bought from my dad's collection. It's even got 17' rims on it lol..and even though I'm not exactly a rims kinda guy, i must admit, it doesn't look too bad.
Now this is one hell of a ride. From the outside, it looks like one of those cars you'd expect to see at an exibit. Don't be fooled however, this ride has got a mind of its own. it dies randomly for no reason whenever it feels like it - at least once a week, and if you try to travel faster than fifty miles/hr, you get this weird feeling as though it was about to disintegrate any minute.
Please when riding with me, try not to make any attempt at winding down the glass windows, they do not wind down at all. when a lost driver asks me for directions, i have no option but to open the driver side door in order for me to be heard. I remember this one time i was driving down Mansell rd, and this lady driving on my passenger seat side of the road had gestured me to wind down so she could ask me for direction. All i could do was gesture back as if to say - "Sorry, that window does not wind down ma'am". lol..from the look on her face, it appeared she didn't quite understand my situation and probably thought i was being a jerk. Oh well! i hope she didn't head down the wrong way. Wetin man go do? I'd have to reach across and open the passenger door to deliver directions - possibly while the car is in motion. i didn't think that was such a great idea. People would probably think i was a crazy African.
This car has bailed on me in the worst possible conditions you could ever imagine, including one time at a traffic light - i was the first car at the light btw and the car died. I must have uttered "On No" at least twenty times within the first few seconds. Several seconds after the light turned green, drivers behind me began expressing their displeasure, blowing their horns, yelling..it was a rather tense feeling as i fiddled for the key, repeatedly turning the ignition on and off hoping it would start back up. By this time, traffic had piled up considerably. it was evening rush hr. I thought i step out and just push the piece of crap off the side, but skinny ol me, i would need help. Besides i was in the inside lane, so the situation wasn't looking good. At one point i considered leaving the car there and just running off out of frustration. People were clearly pissed.
Just as i was about to step out of the vehicle, i went at the ignition one last time and VOILA! the stupid thing started back up. I slammed on the throttle and faded out out of sight in a hurry. I think one of the worst car trouble experience is when it stalls on you in a very dry and freezing weather. Yep! i have suffered in the hands of this car, considering i don't do too well in freezing weather. Anyways, all in all the car has been a blessing - when it acted right. I took it to the mechanic over New Year's Weekend and they checked it out. I'm pleased to say it has been behaving nicely since then, but i'm better prepared now if it decides to act up. Among several items to help me deal with situation;
A big plank in the trunk to hit the shit out of the battery, a jumper cable, a $3 portable fan from Walmart to blow cool breeze into the engine if it overheats, and finally a thrash bag to pack all my sturves in case it dies and i finally decide to dump the thing and bail out. Let's hope it doesn't come to that.
Xmas was alright. Even though the ones that I'm accustomed to spending such holidays with; my mum, bro and sister ain't here in the states - at least for now, i still tried to catch some fun. I visited pop and his wife, ate a bit ( i made sure to not fill up too much since i had more stops to make) and jetted out after giving my step siblings their Xmas gift. Next stop was my home girl's place, let's call her Capri. A buncha my other buddies were there too so it was all good. I filled up my tank a little more and she even had Bailey's Irish cream, hmmm.. correct girl!. Next i headed back to the other side of town to another one of my home girl's spot and linked up with some more friends. It was like 9-ish, so that had to be my last stop. I filled up this time to the very brim, drank, got jiggy to Naija music and some old school Reggae and Hiphop, played truth or dare and finally left when it was about to get crazy lol..buncha freaks in there, i was tempted to stay longer but i had to get up early later that morning to go chase some money. I had fun.
New Years was a bit quieter. I'm used to ringing in the new yr at church. it's a ritual. After all the hugs and well wishes, i headed straight to club queens international to go take over the turntables, but got distracted and ended up not spinning. DJ Bass was rocking, so it was all good.
As i reflect on the past year, i consider it quite a defining year for me. A lot of good things happened to me. Myself, my family and friends are in good health, got a significant salary increase (hey Mr. CEO Roger, please consider me again this Yr during performance review time o lol), bought my very first crib, solidified my DJ business, made some great friends and business contacts, survived a near fatal car accident and walked away completely whole, but most importantly, I'm alive and well. That alone is cause for Joy. The one sad thing though, was my friend losing her mum to cancer just few weeks before Xmas. it was quite depressing, even more so i knew her mom personally. Tinuke, My prayers are with you. May her gentle soul Rest in perfect peace.
So far the Year is going ok, you know - i'm just chugging along doing my thing. I have a date with the IRS on the 21st of Jan. They'd like me to come in so i can account for my 2006 taxes lol..can you imagine? like i make that much dough. I didn't keep any record of my 2006 financial statements, so I'm not exactly sure
what will happen. At worst i might be asked to pay back the tax refund i got but I'm leaving it in the hands of God. I'll keep you guys posted.
I spoke to my dearest mom on Xmas Day and after she prayed for me, she took style to gimme hints about marriage and all that stuff lol..I just told her to leave that side for now. At 27, all i wanna do is burst my ass and do me for now. if i run into a chic that will scatter my head enough to make me consider giving up bachelor life, she'll be the first to know. She sees a crib, decent job and stable income and she's probably thinking marriage is next lol..momsy neva hala. All i wanna be bothered with right now is how i'm getting that money, and while money is not the source of happiness, it surely is a means. so many things i dream to do in my lifetime, I wan jolly and we going need cash to do all that stuff ya know lol..anyways I'm passively looking sha - too many fine naija women in the ATL, you can easily loose focus.
Anyways, that's the update on MightyMike. Lord knows when next I'll get the chance again to update, but I'll put forth my best effort to be diligent about it. I'd like to leave you with a quote i read from a book on Google books (great App by the way) the other day - "As a Man Thinketh" by James Allen, wherein he talks about how our
thoughts shape our lives. You are what you think - so to speak. I found it interesting and thought I'd share with you. I've included the link at the bottom of the page as well. Until my next update folks, take good care of yourselves.
"A man is literally what he thinks,
his character being the complete sum of his thoughts.
Act is the blossom of thoughts, and pain and
suffering are its fruits; thus does a man garner in the
sweet and bitter fruitage of his own husbandry."
- James Allen
As a Man Thinketh
with life and all that comes with it..you know. but hey! i haven't gotten into an accident since the last incident, so that's something to be cheerful about. Although my car is still at the shop undergoing restoration. They called me this morning and told me i should expect to have her back pretty soon. I can't wait. It's been over two months now and i miss riding in that comfort i grew accustomed to.
At the moment, I'm rolling in a '91 mercury Capri XR2 convertible i bought from my dad's collection. It's even got 17' rims on it lol..and even though I'm not exactly a rims kinda guy, i must admit, it doesn't look too bad.
Now this is one hell of a ride. From the outside, it looks like one of those cars you'd expect to see at an exibit. Don't be fooled however, this ride has got a mind of its own. it dies randomly for no reason whenever it feels like it - at least once a week, and if you try to travel faster than fifty miles/hr, you get this weird feeling as though it was about to disintegrate any minute.
Please when riding with me, try not to make any attempt at winding down the glass windows, they do not wind down at all. when a lost driver asks me for directions, i have no option but to open the driver side door in order for me to be heard. I remember this one time i was driving down Mansell rd, and this lady driving on my passenger seat side of the road had gestured me to wind down so she could ask me for direction. All i could do was gesture back as if to say - "Sorry, that window does not wind down ma'am". lol..from the look on her face, it appeared she didn't quite understand my situation and probably thought i was being a jerk. Oh well! i hope she didn't head down the wrong way. Wetin man go do? I'd have to reach across and open the passenger door to deliver directions - possibly while the car is in motion. i didn't think that was such a great idea. People would probably think i was a crazy African.
This car has bailed on me in the worst possible conditions you could ever imagine, including one time at a traffic light - i was the first car at the light btw and the car died. I must have uttered "On No" at least twenty times within the first few seconds. Several seconds after the light turned green, drivers behind me began expressing their displeasure, blowing their horns, yelling..it was a rather tense feeling as i fiddled for the key, repeatedly turning the ignition on and off hoping it would start back up. By this time, traffic had piled up considerably. it was evening rush hr. I thought i step out and just push the piece of crap off the side, but skinny ol me, i would need help. Besides i was in the inside lane, so the situation wasn't looking good. At one point i considered leaving the car there and just running off out of frustration. People were clearly pissed.
Just as i was about to step out of the vehicle, i went at the ignition one last time and VOILA! the stupid thing started back up. I slammed on the throttle and faded out out of sight in a hurry. I think one of the worst car trouble experience is when it stalls on you in a very dry and freezing weather. Yep! i have suffered in the hands of this car, considering i don't do too well in freezing weather. Anyways, all in all the car has been a blessing - when it acted right. I took it to the mechanic over New Year's Weekend and they checked it out. I'm pleased to say it has been behaving nicely since then, but i'm better prepared now if it decides to act up. Among several items to help me deal with situation;
A big plank in the trunk to hit the shit out of the battery, a jumper cable, a $3 portable fan from Walmart to blow cool breeze into the engine if it overheats, and finally a thrash bag to pack all my sturves in case it dies and i finally decide to dump the thing and bail out. Let's hope it doesn't come to that.
Xmas was alright. Even though the ones that I'm accustomed to spending such holidays with; my mum, bro and sister ain't here in the states - at least for now, i still tried to catch some fun. I visited pop and his wife, ate a bit ( i made sure to not fill up too much since i had more stops to make) and jetted out after giving my step siblings their Xmas gift. Next stop was my home girl's place, let's call her Capri. A buncha my other buddies were there too so it was all good. I filled up my tank a little more and she even had Bailey's Irish cream, hmmm.. correct girl!. Next i headed back to the other side of town to another one of my home girl's spot and linked up with some more friends. It was like 9-ish, so that had to be my last stop. I filled up this time to the very brim, drank, got jiggy to Naija music and some old school Reggae and Hiphop, played truth or dare and finally left when it was about to get crazy lol..buncha freaks in there, i was tempted to stay longer but i had to get up early later that morning to go chase some money. I had fun.
New Years was a bit quieter. I'm used to ringing in the new yr at church. it's a ritual. After all the hugs and well wishes, i headed straight to club queens international to go take over the turntables, but got distracted and ended up not spinning. DJ Bass was rocking, so it was all good.
As i reflect on the past year, i consider it quite a defining year for me. A lot of good things happened to me. Myself, my family and friends are in good health, got a significant salary increase (hey Mr. CEO Roger, please consider me again this Yr during performance review time o lol), bought my very first crib, solidified my DJ business, made some great friends and business contacts, survived a near fatal car accident and walked away completely whole, but most importantly, I'm alive and well. That alone is cause for Joy. The one sad thing though, was my friend losing her mum to cancer just few weeks before Xmas. it was quite depressing, even more so i knew her mom personally. Tinuke, My prayers are with you. May her gentle soul Rest in perfect peace.
So far the Year is going ok, you know - i'm just chugging along doing my thing. I have a date with the IRS on the 21st of Jan. They'd like me to come in so i can account for my 2006 taxes lol..can you imagine? like i make that much dough. I didn't keep any record of my 2006 financial statements, so I'm not exactly sure
what will happen. At worst i might be asked to pay back the tax refund i got but I'm leaving it in the hands of God. I'll keep you guys posted.
I spoke to my dearest mom on Xmas Day and after she prayed for me, she took style to gimme hints about marriage and all that stuff lol..I just told her to leave that side for now. At 27, all i wanna do is burst my ass and do me for now. if i run into a chic that will scatter my head enough to make me consider giving up bachelor life, she'll be the first to know. She sees a crib, decent job and stable income and she's probably thinking marriage is next lol..momsy neva hala. All i wanna be bothered with right now is how i'm getting that money, and while money is not the source of happiness, it surely is a means. so many things i dream to do in my lifetime, I wan jolly and we going need cash to do all that stuff ya know lol..anyways I'm passively looking sha - too many fine naija women in the ATL, you can easily loose focus.
Anyways, that's the update on MightyMike. Lord knows when next I'll get the chance again to update, but I'll put forth my best effort to be diligent about it. I'd like to leave you with a quote i read from a book on Google books (great App by the way) the other day - "As a Man Thinketh" by James Allen, wherein he talks about how our
thoughts shape our lives. You are what you think - so to speak. I found it interesting and thought I'd share with you. I've included the link at the bottom of the page as well. Until my next update folks, take good care of yourselves.
"A man is literally what he thinks,
his character being the complete sum of his thoughts.
Act is the blossom of thoughts, and pain and
suffering are its fruits; thus does a man garner in the
sweet and bitter fruitage of his own husbandry."
- James Allen
As a Man Thinketh
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